I am in a thundering black BLACK bad mood this evening. It was already a not so fantastic day in the morning due to the new timetable slots. 2 periods of econs and 2 periods of the patience sucker pw at one go. During pw, received notice that we have to stay back in school till about 5 pm for some pw workshop. Damn! This sucks!
During the workshop, I was terribly hunger while my stomach growled in union together with my brain, which was protesting for food and sleep. I was also damned sleepy as i kept nodding off.
Finally, when everything is over, I was preparing to go home and damned i missed the 985 bus. All thanks to that bus driver from the sbs bus 174 driving at such a fucking slow speed and stopping at all stops when it was not even necessary! In the end, I took bus 157 home instead. This driver was also not any better! It took such a fucking long hour to reach my house plus my stomach was also not being helpful by increasing the frequency of the growling!!! DAMN!!!
When I reached home and saw what's for dinner, i was just simply pissed off. Everything is just not good today! Things got worse off when mum started to provoke my smouldering frustrations as I complained that the dinner served was not palatable to my appetite. Yea, I know its my fault for picking at the food but i don't really have a liking for the potato leaves veggie and chilli lala. Furthermore, the potato leaves veggie is served 2 in separate big plates, such a large portion that irks me off directly! Nasty-looking greens!!!
In a heated moment, I just stormed out of the flat angrily for dinner as what my dad suggested. "If you not happy, if you don't want to eat, you can just go and buy your own dinner!" Fine!
I seems to vent out some of my bottled frustrations and anxiety while walking quickly and stamping down stairs to the hub. Hmmm, seems like i have found a new way to manage my anger. Instead of cooping at home, taking a walk really brightens me up!! Went to have ice-cream at Mac after dinner to dissolve the remaining bad mood left in me....
This is so tiring....
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